Rab- “Mahi,
Did you speak to her ? Is she Happy?”
I can’t
wait to see her next. She was so good to be true. She could understand my
emotions more than I could understand them. Oh, this feeling when the phone beeps on the
unusual timings, this feeling of knowing that I have someone I can call when I want
to, all of sudden my world started to look populated. She makes me smile even
when she was not around, she is the one who makes me blush when she texts me
something romantic, that she was. Her friends exchange her messages with me,
she surely knows how to make my day bright and alive. I do not feel anymore
that I’m dragging my life, she genuinely made efforts to make me happy, simply
because she knows me, she understands my lonely side she knows how to pamper
me, she knows how to make one feel special and exceptional, she is fantabulous,
she is my charming angel.
My day started
when she used to wake me up early in the morning, before the dawn and on top of
that - the weather , we met each other in autumn, that weather felt more chimerical,
colorful and fancy when combined with her amorous poetic erotic voice. Waking
up in the morning was now an amusement for me. I used to feel I was in heaven when she used
say all those utopian, otherworldly words to me. I could talk all mushy stuff
with her, I could take her to the moon and make her dance among the stars. She never
laughed on me, she never pretended she was being what I wanted her to be, she
was naturally so identical to my thoughts. I was in love with her thoughts, her feelings
her passion towards love and life. I wanted to undress her conscience and make love to her thoughts, for it was beautiful
to watch that somebody wanted to slowly take down all the walls I had built
around my heart and let her inside. She
made attempts and she was succeeding.
Rakha, you
win , I lose…!
I started
staying occupied, mentally and emotionally, I was distancing myself from all
the negative thoughts and aura. My friends were calling me with different names,
my colleagues started observing me, it took her just three days to change my
solemn and intense look to a very flippant, joyful personality. I wanted to
take care of her, protect her from all the bad times, I wanted to go out of the
way and take her all alone on cloud nine. For the first time I was living my dream, she
came in my life with such positive changes, She was changing my routine for
good, getting me a healthy regime, she was getting discipline in my life, she
was giving relief to my mind and pleasure to my heart. For good seven years I had
feelings for a beautiful girl who never acknowledged them, Rakha I’m glad, I met
you, I’m certain my heart are in the most beautiful hands- my highness I’m always sitting on
my knees with my arms open for you and I’ll always keep you on my chest so that
you can always be close to my heartbeats.
Rab,
Oh, Rab what did you just say? I have never heard something
so divine and romantic before. I have
saved these words in the most treasured corner of my heart. If you deny the beauties
and say these words to me, you don’t know what you are giving me. Refusing these
words will be refusing love, I do not want to make the biggest mistake of my
life by not acknowledging them, I have forgotten everything for the moment Rab,
I have forgotten my own seven year fascination for a guy. If I had to hear this
today then I’am glad he declined me and my words and I will happily be refused
by all, just to be and hear you express.
My hundred vows and your one line- I give up…!
Rakha- “ Mahi, you
met him today? Was he happy?”
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